yes i have but i wonder if i am beyond that now. i can't kick my h out. we're already apart. i can't give him the "you're right, we're not right for each other." speech. we don't talk to each other. besides, he's already made such bizarre claims that you simply can't talk to an alien. i feel like i'm just going along with the whole thing.
did he leave me because i 'wore the pants in the r'? what should i do? be helpless? he told me to be more independent and stop me needy and clingy. so i started to pull away and be independent. it leaves me thinking .. what do you want from me? i have to stop here. otherwise, i go on a rant and it's not healthy for me.
but i also want to know why gucci doesn't think he left me for his parents. i have been told that i'm not looking in the right place for answers. i just need some guidance.
