And here I am .... H's MLC ....

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Eric ... I'm just gonna leave it alone ... just sayin' ... ok, maybe not completely alone .... Bermuda triangle??? LMAO!

Sweetie...these steps you are taking..they are about you and your journey and you know that. IMO - you are probably struggling with....how will you REALLY know that you are living it? Well at some point..none of what I say, Grit says, Missher says will matter. You will just know. Don’t rush it…just live it slowly…day by day…

You know ... I don't feel like I'm struggling with "am I really living it" ... I have so much PEACE inside me right now ... what I do struggle with is having him GET it - and by 'it' I mean 'me being done'. And I know I can't control that so I'm letting it go ...

Well at some point..none of what I say, Grit says, Missher says will matter.

ummmm ... oh I'm sorry, did I give the impression that it did??? LOL ...

In all seriousness ... thank you. All of you. Reading your 2x4's, concern and questions has really helped me clarify ... that's why I love these boards. There is no easy out here. There is no hiding from the truth, not if you really want it. And I do. I am ready to be real, to be true, to be free ...

I luv you guys ... just sayin' ...

Peace
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