A lot of days I lead with my heart when I know I shouldn't.
It's very hard....but, know you are not alone here
Keep posting.....there is a lot of good advice and support here.
For the record, I think your H is a jerk!! (((Piano)))
M55 H55 my D31 H D30 1st met her when she was 25 M 22yrs...2nd for me, 1st for H OW 2005 mother of H daughter, came back to introduce D 1bomb 6/05 2bomb 7/08 3bomb 2/10 moved up north