Thanks Xin! Still feeling strong today - YAY! Feeling as if I'm a pretty nice person, and if he doesnt want me, someone else definitely will, and after all, everyone deserves to love and be loved.
I do love him, but the more I think about, the more I realize that I can't change whatever he's feeling. I can only be myself, and live life and look for my own happiness, if its not with him,it will be with someone else who will love me as much as I love them, and I dont want to really settle for less. And I always felt I loved him a little more than he loved me. But this could be my not understanding him, and him not understanding me. What I've learned from this it to TALK. Don't keep anything in and hope it will pass. TALK ABOUT IT.Lesson learned
I can't keep waiting for him to suddenly wake up, he may never, and I dont want to waste too much of my life. Maybe its MY turn to be a little selfish.
