Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I can't believe the hurt and pain that my kids are feeling everyday. S is misbehaving and D argues with W. It is so tragic for them. S asked if I was going to be homeless and where would he find me. He is really worried about everything. I told him everything will be okay, but I truly am not sure that it will be at least for me. W seems so certain that I will lose, and she has told me that I will be homeless. She could possibly win. She has said in front of the kids that I would be homeless and with nothing if she has anything to do with it.

Right now she has all the money, her parents vast fortune, and she could out spend me 100:1 if she thinks she is losing. This is a trying for me to keep strong and positive for my kids. It is my kids that keeps me fighting against the odds that are against me.

I am so worried more by the day about my two wonderful children that I have.

I put on my resume that I work for my parents, and an approximate amount I would earn on there too. My parents only give a little money to me from time to time. W brought up if this is being taxed and do I report this to the IRS. She is going to go after my parents apparently too. She only lived there with me and our D for a year, and my parents paid everything. That is gratitude for you. What a real piece of work my STBXW is. I am disgusted by her.

I am very tired lately, and the headaches are here everyday.

I will continue to fight to find the strength to go on.