He has been away 2 weeks, not emailed once to ask how baby is.
WH is like ...a ghost!
He's back today and I feel a shadow over my life again. Doing my best to Change my Thinking in order to change my Emotions in order to Change my Actions.
Calm, Cool, Collected. Face brutal reality. Laugh, love, live when I can. OW and WH: NOT MY PROBLEM!
Thankfully you guys are here... and I am seeing my IC tomorrow which should help!
Good night with BIL last night. MIL flies in tomorrow - she's staying at my flat (I am at my mums ) with BIL. Dinner with them tomorrow.
Re Waywayrd FIL. Not sure he feels guilty like hell, but it's thrown a few questions up for him, and removed that 'armour' he was talking about which stopped him from feeling bad all these years, that's for sure. Our sitchs are differnt enough for me not to over-compare them too much.
