What is the current situation? Is he in Europe? Your at your parents? What is the status of your home/house? Is your H still in his apartment? Give us some more details.
Current situation: I am at my parents, will most likely stay here until the 19th for some previously planned activities. Loving some time off from full time Mom duty and enjoying my DD with my family...the pool in the backyard isn't so awful either!
H is in Euro until Wed I believe and we plan to be in touch once he returns and figure out some time that he can spend with DD.
Our house is sitting as is. H was in charge of watching over the cat and bird and caring for the lawn, mail, etc. and finding someone to do those things during the course of his travel. He has his apt through July, he rents month to month.
I have been spending a lot of time focusing on detaching. I find myself having to read over the articles many times for it to really sink in. I wouldn't be surprised if that has to happen daily!
There is still some panic when I realize my ring isn't on my finger any more...and my ring tan is slowly fading. I find myself hiding my hand out in public, suppose I will just need some time to get used to that.
Also pondering how to keep hope alive without expectations? Not having expectations is HARD!!
