CTH, I know what you mean. I too think STBXW is beautiful, with each passing year she looks more and more attractive to me. It feels satisfying to know we actually loved them with all our heart. It's sad that they can't or won't see it.
Enjoy your time with the kids...they grow up too fast. Hope you have some plans.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again