Standing tall for myself--forever & ever, amen.

[beingreal]

Eric, sweetie--you may call me whatever you like...

Just as long as you follow it up with, "... 'nuther one?"

I do have an issue with hangups & insecurities. Too many years of apologizing for the things I thought were wrong with me instead of actually changing them.

Too many years of putting myself last to the point that all I really had the energy to do was apologize.

It's going to take some time. I'm afraid my ego & my psyche are as fragile as blown glass right now.

I promise I am working on it.

You guys don't expect too much from me right now, okay?

Blown glass & cotton candy--that's the definition of me right now.

weak lol.

dammit Grit. Give me back me freakin kleenex.

And my straw.