We have not talked about relationship for months. We act like we did before she left except the changes I have made putting me in a better place. But there is still this wall of tension between us. As long as that wall stands we will never get back together. She and I act like best friends, maybe that is all she wants from me now. I do not know. All I know is that I do not want to waste another couple years trying to fix somethnig that may or may not work out. She is 40 and I am 38, so she is a little old to be acting so childish. But if her childhood was half as bad as she has told me it was, I understand. But at some point she has to grow up and be an adult.
