Breal - shel - whatever the heck we call you these days...

Look girlie, I have told you before - that you should be proud of yourself. You are stronger than you think.

These emotions that you are going thru they are normal. You need to stop and look closely at them. It is what I did. It worked for me. Yeah...no more fuc*ing hiding. None. Let the real show...let all of your emotions flow. It is this flowing that will bring forth the healing.

I have seen a lot of "I now stand for me" - "I get it" - "I'm doing the work"...post these days. I personally find it interesting that people seem to be healing fast these days. Are they really? That is my question. Are they putting bandaids on? I don't know. Everyone is different. I say feel this hurt...embrace it....let it change you. Let it change you for the better. BUT laugh please do not gloss over it. Look deep at yourself and then rip the shiznit out of the stuff you don't like.

The insecurities - loose em.
The self doubt - loose it.
The fear - check it at the fuc*in door and then kick the door down.


Deep down inside you know WHO you are. You know already. What you need is to take a long hard look. Pull back the barriers to your heart. Pull back and let the real you shine...shine for everyone to see. Then my girl...your free....your really free.

The past is just that the past. The past for BOTH you and your H. For your kids...it is the past. You have pen shelebel, you are a writer and a damn good one at that, NOW do me a favor...

Go write your future....as a writer the end of a story can change as the writer explores the plot, the story....go write your ending.

Remember this...if you don't believe in yourself...then know that I do and I know that the becon of light that is your heart will shine you to your path..

God Bless,
Eric

"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans