Thank you Eric - I'm rediscovering myself, learning to live again....it is like after a major car accident...you suffer in great pain...you slowly heal...you learn to walk again...then run....you get my drift

SA - I really don't understand the cruelty with the receipts and other things he does... especially because he is trying to be quite friendly with me on one hand and pulling crap like that on the other....has me puzzled

He is in Europe with OW now...as much as I don't want to think about him...my thoughts wonder...I know the routine at his sister's house so well that I know what they are doing at certain hours...trying not to think about it.

But generally I have built-up my armor and although I'm nostalgic...I'm not desolate and I haven't cried for a long time.

Spending lots of time with my new single girlfriend...she is great for me...little bit of a free-spirit, content in her single life...living it to the fullest and having lots of fun doing it....she is an inspiration. Funny how you meet the right people at the right time.


M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO