Having spent so much time fighting for my M, I am now fighting for myself. Why was I so afraid of having Mr. K leave? He had essentially left in many ways.
I was ashamed and embarassed at the thought of everyone knowing my M had ended. But I have done nothing to be ashamed and embarassed about. I am proud that I tried. I don't even feel sad now but I guess there's time for that?
Heeeeyyyyyy..... have you been inside my head? We are alike in what we have struggled with my friend.
I am getting to that same place. I have been fighting so hard for over a year now, when in reality, he probably already left quite a while ago....
I have battled the shame and embarrassment and am still not looking forward to people finding out. But, the truth is that neither you or I have anything to be ashamed or embarrassed about. We both gave our M's everything we had and then some. We can hold our heads high.
We are alike in what we have struggled with my friend.
