There is NOTHING wrong with having HOPE - NOTHING. The fact that you both cried to me says that you both still love each other. Does that mean that your M will survive. I do not know. What I do know is that Love is a key ingredient. Either way, you need to keep moving forward. You need to keep healing. You need to let your H figure this out on his own. As you heal do not let feeling of despair consume you. Do not. Feel this girl...feel it...know that he too is feeling it. Then you need to take a huge step...one that every part of you body, mind and soul may fight...and that is to let go.
He knows you love him. I know you love him. Everyone on these boards know that you love him. Time sweetie...time will heal all wounds. If you take this time for you...you will be there for him. WHat you are giving him is a gift. a gift that one day he will thank you for.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
