I dont know Ali. I have gotten tired of listening to myself without even speaking. I am thinking the same things over and over again that I have no strength to try once again to open up.
Forrest I dont have a plan. I dont know what to do. We had a fight yesterday and it got "out of hand" and he talked again about my character. He left to go to work and all I could think of was "damn me if I am going to accept any commets like that from you again, about MY character? If you still dont like my character well, get lost buddy!!".... I think I told him something like, "I like me if you dont like me, you have a problem to solve...".
I am re-reading PM. I am questioning my changes. I am doing work. K
