hey y'all...i'm still here. it's so nice to see how many people care for me...makes me feel special.
so the last week has been crazy. let me re-cap: H has been phenomenally nice...like old H. it was so weird but wow, so nice. hung out a lot, cuddled, talked...just acted normal. it reminded me of why i've stuck around this long in crazyland. he left for his trip on friday and it was emotional. he cried, i cried. and then he left.
since then, i've wrapped up packing our condo (tenants moving in), started packing up my stuff at his place (need to move out) and then packing for my trip which i leave for on friday (eek!). so far, i'm exhausted! i'll be gone for three weeks and will miss you all for that time.
so me being honest again, i am still hopeful. yeah, maybe the last week of amazing time with H was nothin' and just him feeling guilty. or maybe, he's coming around? in either case, i'm not coming back to his home and if he wants me, well he can figure it out...right?
btw, to expand on the talking piece, H is starting to realize his own issues. hoping that the next month will give him time to think...
