In the rearview mirror - My update

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I was ashamed and embarassed at the thought of everyone knowing my M had ended. But I have done nothing to be ashamed and embarassed about.

I'm feeling the same at the moment, but I'm slowly coming around. I've yet to get up even courage to go back to church and face my brothers and sisters. Not that i think they'd judge me but i'm afraid i won't be able to hold it together if they were to express their care and concern. I've been overwhelmed by the support i'm already getting from friends and family. I believe God is using my sitch to remind me of how blessed I am, and how He is always providing for my needs. He is indeed great and good.