Hi, good couple of days in the mountains. Should do that more often!
Bub really going nuts with the smiles and grins. It's really good fun
No much news at this end, other than to say I still freak-out about my stich quite often (lots of crying, still can't believe it) but generally have been feeling much calmer with WH overseas.
He is back today, however! Worried what news he will bring. Did he get a job? Are things set in concrete with OW? How long is he here for? etc. I don't spend time thiking about these questions because I want to put my head in the sand. Hope I have the strength to deal with whatever painful news comes next....
Also, took some photos of bub on holiday in the mountains. Wanted so much to share these with WH as this was our 'stomping ground'... One thing that really marks my sitch is the complete loss of shared experience of this baby with WH. He doesn't even know she smiles, doesn't know how mnay times a day she poops, how her health is. Gals, am I supposed to be trying to share this stuff with him? Should I be sending an email with updates and photos? If I don't, one day, will it be too late? I mean, these moments happen only once and she is growing so fast!
Another great email from wayward FIL, outlining what happened 40yrs ago between him and MIL, and why he left. He said he has emailed WH twice and heard nothing back from him yet. Says he is trying to tentatively open the subject with him. He also says again he finds WH very selfish and hopes that when his testosterone rush ends, that he wakes up and comes back to me. I don't think he realises just how far gone WH is... Also says that he would never have left a pregnant wide that loves him.
