G, thanks for sharing the wisdom. Something clicked as I read:
She is gone. It is "over". But there will be no other. There can be no other.
It's painful to understand the meaning of these words but they might be true for me too.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again