Still at my mom's today. Brought kids up yesterday, swam in neighbors pool with my chilhood friends kids also. Had a very nice time. All wen to watch fireworks together. Texted W a pic of all the kids and she said "thanx. so cute. looks like a good time. tell ur mom happy 4th."
This am, W called D's phone and talked to the kids, not me. Same as I did to her last week. Went back to neighbors pool and played with all the kids again for a bit.
Still obsessing. I was doing very well since about Monday, but am feeling very melonchaly today. Re-read DR section on Infidelity again. I understand now that W feels I committed internet infidelity. I only looked at pics/videos. No conversations with anyone. Not interested in that at all. Only interested in W. Hope it is not too late, but I fear it may be.
