I have felt the exactly the same way when I found out that H was introducing ow to friends and family. It crushed me for a bit. Figured that's it, no hope left. H has truly moved on.
One lesson I learned from it is to not imagine that everyone is accepting her with open arms. People are curious and wonder what the op is like. When they find out that she's just another human being and not some mythical goddess, you will eventually learn what they really think about the sitch.
Don't worry CW those that love you will remain loyal and supportive. Don't let the monsters play too long in your head!
