Originally Posted By: Truegritter
Would you ever have gained the wisdom and the knowledge if you had not decided to take this, the tougher road?

When you are locked in the struggle, the fight...

To go through this is to experience love, the best and most pure kind, that which survives all adversity.

That which defines who YOU are.

Mila I promise you, you are on the precipice of this discovery, you have fought hard, keep pushing,

...keep stepping forward.


Mila, when I was developing my plan for moving forward without XH while keeping the door open a crack I went through a difficult emotional time. The song Defying Gravity from Wicked became my anthem. I listened to it whenever I needed encouragement: www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dBW4pViRTU.

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!


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