Holiday packing finished and ready to go. All the kids are excited and despite the work I am looking forward to it as well. Dogs have gone on their hols to my mothers lol.
Had a meal with my family and friends yesterday to celebrate my birthday next week. Had a great time though there was once or twice when my thoughts drifted towards H but I brought them back again..............
S16 is showing anger towards his dad at the moment. This is the first time since the initial shock 12 months ago. At the moment this anger is being thrown my way. Its difficult but we will get through. Maybe the holiday will help.
Despite a very very small step forward on Wed after 10 weeks, when H rang and text me, nothing since. Not even to the children. Still sitting in his man cave thinking and reflecting. He obviously needs this time and space to continue his journey.
