I've been gone all day, dressed cute on way out, etc. Just came back to house to get ready for going dancing tonight.
I do have to say, though, that I'm getting to the point where I'm not sure I want to follow through with this. I really let myself get buried under being a responsible, diligent wife/mom - thought the trade off was the "forever" piece. Now that I don't think I have the "forever" piece of my family, I want myself back. I want to find things I want to do in life and pursue them without the ball and chain of my H. I think if I take him back I will carry a lot of resentment and won't want to be what he needs me to be anymore (take care of home, kids, work full time, be pleasant, and never complain/nag for help).
Maybe I oughta trade him in for a slightly older, more mature guy. I mean, he doesn't want ME anymore . . .
