Yes bravo, FM. I am glad to see you starting a new thread and to see your to do list you're planning on working on. I know you're still grieving- it would be strange if you weren't. You're allowed to feel the grief and *still* work on steps towards a new, different life- though it was not what you chose, I know you have the power to make it a good life for you and your kids. And it WILL be good- they'll look to you for guidance and you will pull them and yourself through this to a different place with new - and possibly even happier- opportunities and experiences that seem unimaginable right now.
((((FM))))
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.