Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Back from getting DS. It was horrible. When DS reached the car he tried to show me the whore's ultrasound picture. I closed my eyes and told DS that I didn't want to see it. He asked why and I said that was something he did with Daddy, not me. So he said, "To keep this away from you I'll give it to Daddy." Let H think what he wants, I just can't handle that whole baby problem.

H got DS buckled in then told me letting DS leave some voicemail for him was low, that DS would only get the idea H left him from overhearing me say it during some conversation. (Whenever H calls to talk to DS or DS calls H I leave the room so I have no idea what was said in the voicemail.) I said that H did leave DS by default. H said no, he left me not DS. I told him that he left the family. He repeated he left me and I repeated he left the family. So H walked away and I left, and cried half the drive home.