awest - I have been following you for a little while. (that doesn't sound creepy does it?) Our situations sound somewhat familiar, but then you know in our situation you can relate to many here, right?
I don't have wisdom for you as right now I feel kind of speechless even in my sitch. But I wanted to say enjoy your day. Do something for you even if it's just relaxing watching a good movie or reading a book. I know it's hard not to think about what is going on but do your best to distract yourself.
Take care!
irish_love __________________________ M 36 H 38 M 14/T 18 4 kids EA Bomb 03/2008 ILYBNILWY 06/2007 & 11/2007 H moving out 5/2008