nothing much... still just paying bills and taking care of my boys and myself smile

H comes here once in a while, but not very often. We rarely talk and almost every time we do he says something like "it seems like you never want to talk to me." I've told him several times there is nothing for us to talk about except boys and bills.

4th of July is my second fav holiday (next to Easter)... we normally have a get-together. This year somehow I ended up inviting double the amount of people and everyone accepted so I will have a house full. A couple of days ago it occurred to me that I probably invited so many some how thinking it would fill the void of my H not being here.

I still have a lot of work to do on me... but I am getting there.

HAPPY 4TH EVERYONE! smile


Me 54
DS19 and DS17
Married 06/1989
Divorced 01/2011