Well, I haven't drank in over 3 months. No alcohol were I've been. And now, I'm just not in the mood. And it's a good thing.
This should be easy now. I cannot continue to go on with this. I've made up my mind that she does need to be on her own...or at least NOT with me. She went out tonight (still out) and she left her Facebook open. I found the evidence. I absolutely refuse to go through this pain again. I apologize if I wasted time with that huge write-up. But I do still need to focus on me because it still hurts.
But to think, she was willing to let me fall on my own sword and take all the blame while she was having an affair during my combat operations in the desert. Nice, huh? I thought it only happened in the movies!
