Hi Snodderly & SA,

I agree with both of you! This woman is crazy but she is not stupid. I know what you mean about opening the emails. I'm keeping everything in a folder, one of these days I may have to use them but in the meantime I'm keeping them. I guess I should print them off incase something ever happens to my computer & I loose them, I sure wouldn't want that to happen. That could be a good project for me. I'm going to do my best not to open them & just put them in that folder, but I'm like you SA, I'm pretty curious. Sometimes it makes me feel better when I read them b/c part of me knows that she is loosing it more & more or she wouldn't have to send me anything if she was that secure. So, it hasn't bothered me that bad.

Now, today I have been pretty depressed. My parents are here & that is wonderful & it was not the emails that did it but the weather. It has been so hot this past month, today & the last couple of days have been so beautiful, not too hot or humid & that is unusual for July. Anyway, I remembered a time about 20 years ago when my ex & I were dating & it was 4th of July weekend, we went swimming, picnic, then fireworks that night & the weather was a lot like it was today. It just made me remember how happy we were & how much in love we were & I just missed him sooo bad!!! Of course, right now he is not that man, but I do miss the man he used to be.

Ok, I will be better tomorrow. I'm going to grill hamburgers & my Mom is going to make homemade ice cream, my favorite, Orange Pineapple. We are going to have a good weekend!!! I'm going to give it back to God tonight!

Thank you for being here!!

Happy 4th to all of you!!!
((((HUGS))))