My sitch continued, not sure why original thread

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Would it help if I copied the journal entries she made verbatim and posted them ?

No, it's irrelevant at this point. That was then, and this is now.

Everything you are doing--trying to figure this thing about the journal out and why she didn't give it to you, wondering why she doesn't appreciate your changes, and so on--all screams "why won't you change your mind?!".

You will say you aren't doing that, and then you will turn around and contradict yourself.

What she decides to do should have nothing at all to do with what you are going to do. You should do what you are going to do because you have decided it is the right thing to do and only because it is the right thing for you to do. It's not about whether or not she ever even says a kind word to you or gives you the time of day.


History is an angel
And the angel wants to go back
And repair things
That have been broken
But there's a wind
Blowing out of Paradise
And the angel keeps getting
Blown backward
Into the future
And this wind
Is called Progress--Laurie Anderson