I cant explain why she didnt give it to me this time,
Wait for it...
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most likely completely lost track of where the damn thing even was
Feel the love.
We want you to drop the rope and stop trying to change her and make your own changes just for yourself because we want you to heal. You need to let go of expecting any outcome or reaction from her just so you can heal enough to detach and let venom like this go.
Thats just it though. Im NOT trying to "change her". Im just trying to figure out why she didnt give me something she clearly wanted me to have, so I could have at least tried to stop this from happening when it would have made a difference. At least back in Oct she felt it was still possible for me to change and be who she needed me to be.
Serious question. Would it help if I copied the journal entries she made verbatim and posted them ?
