Well Timeheals, I'll put it this way, ifthere IS an affair, I will probably not go through trying to patch this up. I can't do it again. I'm not in a good position period for "gathering intel". I tried that once and I screwed it up. I could easily grab her phone and check out what she talks to people about but that is much more damaging than anything. Bottom line, I'm not in this to prove her being bad. If she is, it will present itself in due time. Hell, I got 12 months!
But yeah, I agree, I gotta fix me. I'm very concerned for myself. My wife is on antidepressant and anxiety meds. I kinda think that perhaps I might need some ofthis good stuff too. I'm going to go see a Dr. this week to get checked out because I feel the heavy anxiety and I feel depression coming on.
