WAW still around, DBing starting to work

[gutwrenching]

Sandi,
I think it was more than the trip. It was the stress of the move, stress of new job, it was the guilt that hit her...she is very guilt ridden all of a sudden (I've not paid enough attention to girls, I've done too much harm to our M, I've done a crappy job at work, etc), so guilt + stress + reality that it was really going to be over + who knows what from OM.

Am I suspicious, not much. It seemed genuine. There is a family history of depression. Comments like I don't what to write the girls and I have nothing to look forward too...

And I didn't completely drop the rope. She knew that I still wanted to work on M and she had to commit to working on it and that I would help define working on it...if she did that, she could come with us...
But I was ready to move on and fight for the kids. She knew that...I even had 4 lawyers ready to talk too...

And the fact she confided the same thing to a mutual friend the next day...who then came and told me...

I don't know. I can't take the risk if she isn't faking.

I got our mutual friend to mention hormone therapy, since it doesn't go over well when I mention it.

This weekend we are going camping with the kids for a couple of days to just get away from the stress then start packing again. That seems to have lifted her spirits and gives her something to be needed for.

Thanks for the support and words Lotus and Sandi.
Will try to be better with updates. But my life is insane and just got more insane with this new twist as I have to take on even more of getting us out of here.

i'm just praying that medication will do her some good. She is at least admitting now that she needs medication and help.