I had email interaction with my H today. Here are a few excerpts. Not sure what to think or do...
My H's messages:
1st Email: "I'm struggling babe. I have in my mind, all those weeks, months and years where i was saying to myself that I made a mistake and didn't want to be with you. But, on the other hand, I miss having someone in my life that cares about me. It's pretty much the same dilemma I've had with our relationship from the get go."
2nd Email: "I know what you want and where your heart is. I have no confusion around that. It's want I want and where my heart is that I'm having trouble with."
3rd Email: "I'm very worried about being with someone, you or someone else, for the wrong reasons. I believe I was with you already for the wrong reasons - simple companionship so I wouldn't be lonely. That shouldn't be the reason."
4th Email: "Well, I'm going to have a lot of time to think while I'm here."
Does this mean anything? Puppy or GR8, can you provide insight?
Me 41/H 49 M 12yrs No Kids Bomb 1/10/2010 H Deployed The three great essentials to achieve anything worth while are, first, hard work; second, stick-to-itiveness; third, common sense. T. Edison
