Well, she came home to go to the doctor for more pills and to go to Iowa for 3 weeks with her parents. She called me all the time and sent me emails. We are from professional families. This is not trailer park trash. Even though it seems that way. I went and saw her, she told her parents that we were friends. I told her how I felt about her and she said she made a huge mistake. Her parents were getting sick of her because she is actting crazy-staying up all night and crying and stuff. Yesterday we went and played tennis. I told her that I wanted her back and that I could not do this if she was going back to Dallas. She said this is fixable. She became hystrical and started crying her eyes out and telling me she wished that she would never wake up. Her mom kept calling telling us to come home so we did and they sit us down and ask us what was going on. I told them that I loved her and wanted to make things right. I told them I knew that I did wrong. Kara(we will call her) left the room crying. She came back in and her parents ask her what she wanted and she said that she loved me and knew that she should not have seen me because it made her want me back. This is hystirical crying. They told her she needed to choose. She would not answer. She said she needed closure. I said ok, I will leave. She followed me to the car and hugged me and I told her you know this means we can not talk anymore. And she couldn't understand why not. She was messed up on pain killers she didnt know what she was saying. I do think that if she wanted me she certainly had her opportunity. She got mad at me because I said I thought you were going to get this annulled. She said it would get her and her mom in a fight as soon as I leave. She does not love this guy. I believe that there is no possible way in two weeks but she doesn't want to be with me either. She has no where to go. Her parents will not let her live with them anymore, her dad does not want her at his house. It is pretty much me or the other guy. She told me and her parents that she is scared that I wont change my ways, that I always tell what she wants to hear and she comes running back and I devestate her. She ask me if I would come and get her if she called and ask me to. Anyhow, when they ask her what she was going to do she said I am married what am I suppose to do. I said you told me you were going to get it annulled and she got mad at me. It helps to write this out. This is a no brainer if I use my head. I am just thinking with my heart. I went to my car and told her she had closure now. I told her that means that we can not email, text or call anymore. She said that is not what I want. Crying of course and hugged me. Her mom took her inside and I guess they put her on a plane to Dallas or Austin. Don't really know. I think she will realize that her marriage was stupid. If she wanted to date someone else then date them but marrying someone after two weeks? I dont know for sure, but the story may be over here. If she contacts me I will talk to her. If she doesnt that I will not. I do not know what she will do.
