let this forum be your therapy if you need it. The bottom line is that you need to concentrate on your needs now while your W is out doing her own thing. Get yourself healthy first.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER