Feeling better about my decision. I cleaned S's pool and super cleaned the car, inside only, we get free car washes so I will just do that tomorrow hopefully.
S is very tired and fussy...it will be nice to have a break tomorrow, but I feel bad for S because H does not do well when S is fussy, especially because he cries for me.
What really put me out of my funk besides getting some things done I put off because of the funk, is I got the cell bill. As always there are thousands of messages and almost a thousand minutes in network (probably OW), and I know only about 200 texts are me and no minutes from last month so just more proof he will never change and i am better without him.
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89