Grit, It is getting easier because it is part of me now. I do not have to work at it. When I got the text last night, there was a fleeting half a second where I thought, "She's not coming, she knows I bought extra shrimp".....it was gone just like that. No judgement, no thought, no emotion.
It made me smile....for me.
yeah I still want my W, but I have this peace about it, kinda hard to put into words....comfortable would probably be the word.
SA, I tell you, I pray every morning and everynight and some during the day. I have been praying for this since January, now I am thanking Him for it. Patience and in His time.
PEI and Breal,
Thank you for the kind words, I don't know what my "family" is going to look like in the future but no matter what there will always be Mom, Dad, D13 and S9, and my kids need to know that will never change whether we are all together under one roof or not.
On another note....you 2 ever get together please try to leave things as you found them, I think the 2 of you together could be a little dangerous, LOL.
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
