I am glad you accepted it with the intention it was given. Awareness is key to change. Look at yourself like you are watching yourself in a fishbowl. Detach from the outcome and focus on the process.
Make yourself the best Pinhead you can be.
Cheers
ps Do something about that handle, it's killing me.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.