You are doing a much better job at this than I have been. I've been here for too long to still be stuck where I am. My mental state has improved. What was the option, losing my mind totally? I would think, at times, that I finally got it. Then I would fall back so far and knew that I was just delaying the inevitable. Because I was scared. Plain and simple. I still am. I have finally decided to act in spite of my fear instead of letting it control me.
If I could get one thing through to all of the people who find themselves here, it would be to set your fear aside and do what the vets her tell you to immediately. Don't wait. This stuff works if we have the guts to do it.
