Thanks DDay. Will try to implement your points better than I have been.
I do appreciate KNOWING that she did call him that day though and with the info I got this morning, I feel like I know more about what is really going on and it makes me feel better about myself.
I am taking the kids to my Mom's house this weekend. Plan is to not drink more than a couple beers, swim in the pool with them, go see the fireworks and then take them fishing on Sunday morning. I am really looking forward to it!
I do know that I need to get back to work, but it is very hard with all this drama going on. I know have been obsessing about this, but talking has helped me process my feeling about the situation. I HAVE talked to too many people about it and W is not happy about it.....
I have read books, but not since I got on this website. Before this, I hadn't read a book since high school. Just newspapers and magazines. I do have a list of books that I got off of this website though, so maybe I will try one.
Thanks again and I promise to do much better this week-end. Since I will be away from W and with the kids, maybe I can forget this for a little while.
