Now, I think I'm just writing to get my thoughts out of my head! What I really want to do is live my life for me, I loved my life back home outside of the horrible marriage situation. I want to move back, get a job, and just rock out my life.
But after my blowup on Tuesday, do the H and I still spend time together trying to work on things? We would spend about two nights a week hanging out after D was in bed. Just watching movies, whatever would be normal in a 'normal' marriage. And he was always around all day on the weekends and we really enjoyed that time together. I would just get sad when he would retreat to his apt at the end of the day. He wants to see my D all the time and I would never try to keep her from him.
