Just realized I typed "myself" instead of "himself" in my above post. OOPS. lol

I am discouraged this morning. Not only was I right that he would be back to hugging the edge of the mattress, but when I went into the office (where he played XBox until who knows how late) I saw he had the apartment information sheet out. Now, there's a chance that could be coincidence, but I tend to think not. I haven't seen it in for over a week and now it reappears??? The bad part is, where he left it the boys are likely to see it. You can't tell me they wouldn't wonder why that is there... That's so bad of him to just leave it where they'd find it. Maybe he's wanting to prepare them or maybe it's his way of threatening to leave again... who knows. Anyway, I moved it to the bedroom and just put it with some other paperwork on his side of the bed on his nightstand.

While I know the paper shouldn't get me upset - it does. It's frustrating. I want to just yell and say, "if you're going to go....GO! But quit threatening and acting like an ass!" Of course, I won't do that...but it's awfully tempting.

My guess is maybe the MC held his feet to the fire and he didn't like it.... but who knows.