do you know how many times i have created that scenario in my head about sitting her down and telling her that if things don't get fixed that i'm leaving? i go over it time and time again, and it comes down to the lack of courage and the fear of hurting the kids even though i know logically that walking out and waking her up is the right thing to do.
being a teacher and being home all summer, one would think that since there's no stress and being less tired, she would be more sexual, but that has never been the case which says a great deal. it's the same schedule, same routine all year round.
