that's the problem: really saying what i really mean. everytime i heard her say, "there's the door," i immediately stopped the argument, and quickly dropped it blaming myself for starting the fight. instead, i should've said, "no prob," and walked out calling her bluff. i can't walk out knowing that i don't mean it--that's the problem. i feel like if i'm going to walk out, then that's it, i'm dont--just like kicking a bad habit.
