Pandora,
Just doing some late night reading of your sitch. I'm so sorry you are struggling. I can completely relate to the fear. The funny thing is that all of us have temporary fragile lives - it's just at different points in time it's easier to pretend that we don't. Right now none of us on this board are able to pretend - and that is so scary and yet of course such an opportunity. So hard to keep the latter perspective. Just wanted to let you know that I'm sitting here in the boat next to you and that if nothing else - there is strength in numbers.

Hugs to you!
A


M - 46
H - 47
T - 20 yrs M - 19 yrs
DS 7yrs DS 6yrs DD 4 yrs
Bomb - 4/3/10
My Sitch