Went to Docs today... 1 cm dilated... which means squat! I am however getting a lot of stronger contraction... but doc said could be days or weeks! 38 weeks today, so i'm hoping for now!

H has been so... my old H! Is moving home to help me out when the baby is born. Not sure for how long etc, i did express my concern that we need to figure out a schedule etc. and he agreed that we will talk about it and take things day by day.

We did have some R talk... strange... said he is opening his heart and mind up to idea of 'us'. but im so darn excited about the baby, that i really dont to focus on us. what is nice is that he is here now to help me prepare and get ready for the little guy and wants to help me raise him. Lots of conversations and phone calls and texts and time together... im not making anything of it, taking it for what it is!

Tonight we went food shopping to stock the house for when we come home from the hospital and when we get visitors, etc. Funny he picked out a few things like his fave cereal etc. for when he is living here. haha but he helped me unpack things in the house and get everything situated.

he picked me up from work tonight and the parking authority told him he needed to move his car and he told them he was waiting for his 'pregnant wife'!

ahhhhh.... hope this little guy comes soon!