And here I am .... H's MLC ....

[beingreal]

(((PEI)))

You are doing so well. It feels so good over here, doesn't it?

I've been told a few times that I have really been handling this well. I've also been told that I *really* checked out a long time ago. Do you think you *knew* a long time ago as well?

It's so hard to face. And then to come here and see the work that needs to be done. There isn't really a road map, just a general direction.

I am excited for my life. For my future.

For the first time in a long time I'm not wasting energy on making someone else happen, and I'm not waiting for them to be happy so I can be happy.

I don't think it's selfish. I think it's about time.