My DH and I have been separated for 8 months due to his MLC. Things had been going fine and we were enjoying the time we have been spending together as of late. His travel for work has been very intense over the last month and on Tuesday when he texted me his latest travel assignment that filled up almost ALL of July, I lost it. We talked that evening, and I said that unless he moved home, I was done. He didn't believe that moving home would make a difference. I gave the ring back, packed a ton of stuff, and came with my daughter (14mo) to live with my parents who live 3 hours away. According to his mother, he is shocked and very upset.
Now that two days have passed and I've had a ton of time to think, I regret my actions. I realize that I lost the focus on myself during his MLC and became obsessed with his actions again causing me to lash out when his time was taken away from me. I had a call with a DB coach who told me to work on 'Acting Attractive' this week, but I'm worried there will be little communication.
I emailed him to apologize for things being so intense and explained that I don't see this as a closed door, I just need time here to rest, reset and figure out what is next for me. But even now, I so much want to take back all of my words, apologize and explain myself more and move back home. Is that too much relationship talk? I am so confused and don't know what my next step should be.
